If its not one thing its another, I assume I am doing the right thing, some thing that could possibly be good to me, but some how its the wrong decision in some way. I made a choice but I guess it probably want the wisest. Knowing possibly making some one angry inside. Right now I feel confused, not knowing what to think nor say or even how to react, as if my mind tells me to do one thing, but my heart tells me to to the opposite. I dont know what to do? Fuck

My Poem:

your touch,
your kiss,
your voice,
i love,

everything about you,
theres that something you have they don't,
they way you look at me in my eyes,
just the way you talk to me,
so different so sincere,

you make me abstracted about anything,
as if nothing would have ever mattered,
just knowing you was the greatest thing,

im afraid,
to give you something i thought i once had,
the pain i went threw,
the hurt,
i never wanna feel that way,
as if i never existed,

it drives me,
deep inside i have these feelings,
but its so hard for me to show,
i wish i could tell you,
but i can't.
forgive me?

-Moe