Square One . .

Every time you think you've improved, or you think you've done something right, you actually did nothing right. Instead of moving up two spares you moved back three. Meaning back at square one, just where you started. I feel I have not move from where I had thought I had left off, meaning from the bad decisions I would make, I seriously thought I improved. But I guess I didn't. Every time I feel that I accomplished something, no one is impressed nor proud of me. I can see in their eyes they see a "failure" . . .