Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Makes me sick
Who the fuck is a real friend now?
I think I only have a hand full of true good friends, seriously. Everyone is so fake, it's fucking disgusting. Like being in a room with the ugliest bitches ever, is just gross. I would rather have a guy friend then a girl friend. Why? Girls are fucking whores, no matter where you go there is always going to be a whore there. Its sickening. Its pretty sad to say you only have a few real friends, because the rest are fake, and they know it. I wonder who they are trying to fool, not me. I already saw right threw them.
I think I only have a hand full of true good friends, seriously. Everyone is so fake, it's fucking disgusting. Like being in a room with the ugliest bitches ever, is just gross. I would rather have a guy friend then a girl friend. Why? Girls are fucking whores, no matter where you go there is always going to be a whore there. Its sickening. Its pretty sad to say you only have a few real friends, because the rest are fake, and they know it. I wonder who they are trying to fool, not me. I already saw right threw them.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
I dont see why to act immature.. wake the fuck up
Seriously!
I'm young myself, but I am mature for my age,
But still I don't see why to act so immature, shit annoys the fuck out of me,
Especially when I see people my age acting like fucking fools,
I hate it, grow up already...
And I'm done.
I'm young myself, but I am mature for my age,
But still I don't see why to act so immature, shit annoys the fuck out of me,
Especially when I see people my age acting like fucking fools,
I hate it, grow up already...
And I'm done.
As I stared at the cloud, imagines started to shape,
Wishing you were still here, wishing I can call you,
Hoping my phone would ring just to hear your voice,
Your gone, forever, never again will I see you,
The only thing that is left are the memories I had with you,
Remembering you telling me you love me, to be careful,
I miss you, and this is the first time you were not here,
Maybe you are watching me, but it isn't the same,
Looking at you in that box, I felt as if it wasn't you,
If it wasn't real,
Then they started to cover your face with dirt.....
I wish I could had said goodbye...
Wishing you were still here, wishing I can call you,
Hoping my phone would ring just to hear your voice,
Your gone, forever, never again will I see you,
The only thing that is left are the memories I had with you,
Remembering you telling me you love me, to be careful,
I miss you, and this is the first time you were not here,
Maybe you are watching me, but it isn't the same,
Looking at you in that box, I felt as if it wasn't you,
If it wasn't real,
Then they started to cover your face with dirt.....
I wish I could had said goodbye...
Friday, December 25, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
This is you
Sitting in misery,
Wanting people to feel sorry for you,
Wake the fuck up,
Honestly no one cares about how you feel,
Like me when I though someone would care,
No one cared, everyone around you wants you to fall,
Its a competition to succeed in life...
Its time we all face it..
Wanting people to feel sorry for you,
Wake the fuck up,
Honestly no one cares about how you feel,
Like me when I though someone would care,
No one cared, everyone around you wants you to fall,
Its a competition to succeed in life...
Its time we all face it..
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Pause..........
Sitting here thinking about the whole year,
Its almost over, 2010 here we come,
I wonder what's going to happen, is history going to be made again,
Thinking of a new year resolution, I don't even have one actually,
This year was the weirdest, not the funnest, complicated, roller coaster ever,
Things happening left and right,
Something I won't forget is the people I met, that are now a part of me,
What a year.....
Sitting here thinking about the whole year,
Its almost over, 2010 here we come,
I wonder what's going to happen, is history going to be made again,
Thinking of a new year resolution, I don't even have one actually,
This year was the weirdest, not the funnest, complicated, roller coaster ever,
Things happening left and right,
Something I won't forget is the people I met, that are now a part of me,
What a year.....
So I have this passion
And it's writing poems, like every second that I'm bored or a piece of paper is in front of me I can't help but to write a poem, either its about a ugly sweater, or my feelings, thoughts, everything imaginable. One day I will be a poet, and maybe have a book, thats how confident I am.... I hope I will get there without anyone's help!
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sitting here makes my head hurt,
Knowing I am a better person,
Seeing and noticing what I'm doing to others,
This is not me, whats going on..
I am the one who achieves not underachieve,
I hit a point in my life where I thought I shouldn't give a shit,
That if I fucked up, I can pick myself back up,
I dug myself into a DEEP hole and right now,
I'm trying to catch for some air,
I cant, why..
Because I am now trying to catch up on all the fuck ups I have done..
This is what I get... I am the one to blame..
Knowing I am a better person,
Seeing and noticing what I'm doing to others,
This is not me, whats going on..
I am the one who achieves not underachieve,
I hit a point in my life where I thought I shouldn't give a shit,
That if I fucked up, I can pick myself back up,
I dug myself into a DEEP hole and right now,
I'm trying to catch for some air,
I cant, why..
Because I am now trying to catch up on all the fuck ups I have done..
This is what I get... I am the one to blame..
Thursday, December 3, 2009
I hear you calling my name you hear me calling yours,
Having to worry about others opinion why do they care,
I'm about being happy not being tied down and unhappy,
I love being in the situation where two know they want each other,
Sitting day dreaming, wonder could you be possibly day dreaming of the same,
Seeing each other a light smile, but secretly saying something with our eyes,
In kinder garden when you like someone so you chase them and they chase you,
I remember the times where no one got hurt...
Having to worry about others opinion why do they care,
I'm about being happy not being tied down and unhappy,
I love being in the situation where two know they want each other,
Sitting day dreaming, wonder could you be possibly day dreaming of the same,
Seeing each other a light smile, but secretly saying something with our eyes,
In kinder garden when you like someone so you chase them and they chase you,
I remember the times where no one got hurt...
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Someone who understands me,
Someone who can tell me I know how you feel,
Someone to hold me and not let go,
Someone who doesn't doubt me,
Someone who cares about me for who I am,
Someone who can see the genuine person that I am,
Someone I can tell anything to and NOT be judged,
Someone who knows I can do it,
Someone to be there when I need them,
Someone that maybe one day just maybe..
Someone to be able to be themselves in front of me,
Someone who is real,
Someone to play a video game with,
Someone to draw pictures of,
Someone, just that someone,
Could there even be a someone like this?
Someone who can tell me I know how you feel,
Someone to hold me and not let go,
Someone who doesn't doubt me,
Someone who cares about me for who I am,
Someone who can see the genuine person that I am,
Someone I can tell anything to and NOT be judged,
Someone who knows I can do it,
Someone to be there when I need them,
Someone that maybe one day just maybe..
Someone to be able to be themselves in front of me,
Someone who is real,
Someone to play a video game with,
Someone to draw pictures of,
Someone, just that someone,
Could there even be a someone like this?
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