Sitting here makes my head hurt,
Knowing I am a better person,
Seeing and noticing what I'm doing to others,
This is not me, whats going on..
I am the one who achieves not underachieve,
I hit a point in my life where I thought I shouldn't give a shit,
That if I fucked up, I can pick myself back up,
I dug myself into a DEEP hole and right now,
I'm trying to catch for some air,
I cant, why..
Because I am now trying to catch up on all the fuck ups I have done..
This is what I get... I am the one to blame..