Monday, March 29, 2010
Complicated
I don't know myself. I will never understand the question everyone asks themselves. And that would be: Why?
Maybe you can answer it for yourself?
Maybe you can answer it for yourself?
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Daddy I miss you
You used to be my best friend, I remember being your little girl. You would tell me you loved me, and would want to be with me. I don't have any kind of connection with you, you look at me and I feel like it's in disappointment. I'm sorry for the mistakes I've done, if I could go back I'd change them. I hate that you can't ever talk to me, or tell me hi when you walk in the door. You tickle me to sleep, and kiss me good night. Now it's a stare goodnight. Daddy I love you, happy birthday. I'm sorry..
What's Going On?
I'm mad all the fucking time, what the fuck is going on here? This isn't me, being sad isn't me, being mad all day every day isn't me! I rely on one thing and that's MJ. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what I want from anyone. I love you. I hate you. What the fuck! I'm going insane! It doesn't feel right, what's next? And that shit is a mystery.
Here We Go Again
Will it ever fucking stop? Answer me that, and when you have the answer than talk to me, don't bitch at me. Get it? Got it? Good.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Going Back Slowly..
There's this something I am going back to, I don't see how its bad, but it isn't good. I see everyone around me do it, makes me start feening. I can't help it, I take that hit makes me feel nice, I hold it in, seconds later exhale. I want more, I don't need it but I sure want it, I can't help it. I remember my old memories with her, summer nights/days, I'm going back to my old ways, but it isn't ruining my school or personal life. My new best friend Mary Jane, for now
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Its A Waterfall
I shed these tears because I care dearly about you. I have this wall that is still built up, because at any moment I can get hurt. This is the time I am talking about, with you I can't help to let them out. I sound like a pussy, and a little bitch but I'm not. I hate showing my feelings for me, its me protecting myself from people who want to bring me down. I am sorry, I can't help it this is who I am, yet you may not like it. It will take time for you to understand me. All that anger you give me, isn't doing the job. Its making things worse, I love you. I'm sorry..
Saturday, March 20, 2010
"There's a Difference in seeing something and hearing about it"
I hear it everyday and I can never get enough of it. I hate the following words: I'm sorry. I despise those words so much. I think if you really are sorry you'll SHOW that your sorry then just saying that you are. Because you can say you, but really not and go and do the opposite that you say. I don't want to hear that anymore, ever!
Monday, March 15, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
I tell myself everything is going to be okay,
When it comes to it, its not okay,
I can see your pain, but I can't feel it,
Sometimes I wonder if your being real or not,
I don't know what type of person you are anymore,
That person I saw isn't a person I want be close with,
Now I sit here typing this because I care, and maybe it's time you change,
And realize what's worth it or not?
When it comes to it, its not okay,
I can see your pain, but I can't feel it,
Sometimes I wonder if your being real or not,
I don't know what type of person you are anymore,
That person I saw isn't a person I want be close with,
Now I sit here typing this because I care, and maybe it's time you change,
And realize what's worth it or not?
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
"You give good advice but you can't take your own advice"
Tip: Maybe you should start now, before its too late.
You wake up wanting to know your waking up for a reason,
To knowing nothing exciting or great will happen,
Being let down every day,
No one there to care,
People showing you how they are NOT your friend,
It isn't too hard to figure that out,
Therefore open your eyes and you'll see it too,
I'm not the only one..
To knowing nothing exciting or great will happen,
Being let down every day,
No one there to care,
People showing you how they are NOT your friend,
It isn't too hard to figure that out,
Therefore open your eyes and you'll see it too,
I'm not the only one..
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