What's Going On?

I'm mad all the fucking time, what the fuck is going on here? This isn't me, being sad isn't me, being mad all day every day isn't me! I rely on one thing and that's MJ. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what I want from anyone. I love you. I hate you. What the fuck! I'm going insane! It doesn't feel right, what's next? And that shit is a mystery.