Time has ran out to go back.

I can honestly say that in the past 2 years I had so many obstacles in my life. So many people in and out of my life, some forever and I will never see again. I have learned so much in so little time, I grew up when I was meant to stay a kid, now it's too late to go back to when you wish you were still 5 and your dad would hold your hand or kiss you good night to sleep. I've learned to know what I want and need in my life. Right now I am still young, and I have no idea what I am doing. Something is holding me back I won't admit to myself to what it is. I am strong for the kind of girl that I am today, I know who I am, yet you might not. I taught myself to deal with the obstacles in my life and try to move forward from them, but their is just bump that I yet still can't get over, I want to be myself again, the girl everyone called Moe..