her voice changes,
your smile lowers,
her love brightens,
your heart crushes,
she sees you,
your in love with her,
she loves him,
your nobody to her,
now you crumble.


-Moe

I like to watch things burn.

-Moe

Ths.

So now that I'm not going to Cholla High anymore,
I will be attending Ths :)
I'm a little nervous but yet super excited,
I know a lot of people there which is a good thing,
I'm going to feel lost.
I'll be the new kid.
If you go to Ths and your reading this,
Hi, I'm Monique haha.

If its not one thing its another, I assume I am doing the right thing, some thing that could possibly be good to me, but some how its the wrong decision in some way. I made a choice but I guess it probably want the wisest. Knowing possibly making some one angry inside. Right now I feel confused, not knowing what to think nor say or even how to react, as if my mind tells me to do one thing, but my heart tells me to to the opposite. I dont know what to do? Fuck

My Poem:

your touch,
your kiss,
your voice,
i love,

everything about you,
theres that something you have they don't,
they way you look at me in my eyes,
just the way you talk to me,
so different so sincere,

you make me abstracted about anything,
as if nothing would have ever mattered,
just knowing you was the greatest thing,

im afraid,
to give you something i thought i once had,
the pain i went threw,
the hurt,
i never wanna feel that way,
as if i never existed,

it drives me,
deep inside i have these feelings,
but its so hard for me to show,
i wish i could tell you,
but i can't.
forgive me?

-Moe

you have everything in front of you,
everything you ever wanted,
and you just threw it all away,

that heart was pounding,
it is gone, gone, dead,
you crushed it,
why?

you could of had it all along,
now its gone,
you realize,
fuck

that person that you now want is happy,
your heart is crushed,
but its what you wanted. .

-Monique

Bon Qui Qui

LMFAO!

You found your happiness,
its there,
but can it be gone,
can it just disappear,
leaving you with nothing, but yourself.


Your loved one day,
the next day your hated.
You feel his/her touch,
you fall, its gone.


Could this be really happening,
why you?

JOCKER

I found her, same profile, same about me, same pictures, except for like 3 ha,
www.myspace.com/bbalgrl_10

These shoes remind me of space shoes,
I think they are so weird,
Do you like them/wear them?

Julian Beever, he is bad ass.
The end :D

MAYWEATHER VS. MARQUEZ

My partying is affecting my life in a lot of different and complicated ways. I loss some friends, and I gain some. My trust is gone with my parentssss. Its still the beginning of the school year I have good grades NOW, but than I start to go down hill again. It could be the friends I have, and it could be the choices I make. I seriously need to stop. My love life suckssss, maybe my going out every weekend could be the problem too. Ugh.. Change is what I need right now!

Medusa

I like this picture for some reason, to me it is captivating as you can see her heart as if you could just rip it right out, her hair reminds me of Medusa.

Whore.

What the fuck is going on nowadays. Girls for example fuck man (not every girl though), they need to have respect for their body, seriously. Lately all I've been hearing is did you hear about so and so fucking so and so and running a train on a girl. Now that right there is just a slut, not just a whore but a slut. Damn. I sometimes wonder that if girls every think about their own reputation. Like girls guys don't just wanna be your friend, they are going to end up wanting something from you, which is having some type of sexual concept with you. All I need to really say is that girls everyone finds out everything, and before you know it the worst of all could possibly happen to you.



"You think you need it, but it's a natural want ask your self is it worth it?" - Monique

Slim

I have this friend,
Who is fucking crazy, but he makes me laugh so hard.
One day he calls me Moe, then the next day Moise, haha
Now its SLIM :D
Do you have a better name? Haha Ahhh!
I heart you slim your crazy mother fuck :)
We say some funny stuff, and talk about the random-est shit you can ever imagine.
SLIMMMMMMM!



"If you look really close, you can see a somebody. ." -Monique

Wow Kanye Wow. .

Ha rude much? just a tad bit, I got a laugh out of it though.
Kanye at Vma's. Wow! I felt a little bad for Taylor Swift because it is her first award thing there, and blah blah blah. But man. Kanye just let everyone know what he felt, that Beyonce's video was the best! to the people who took offence to that, you have to realize Kanye is super blunt, and he had to say what needed to be said. The end.

Square One . .

Every time you think you've improved, or you think you've done something right, you actually did nothing right. Instead of moving up two spares you moved back three. Meaning back at square one, just where you started. I feel I have not move from where I had thought I had left off, meaning from the bad decisions I would make, I seriously thought I improved. But I guess I didn't. Every time I feel that I accomplished something, no one is impressed nor proud of me. I can see in their eyes they see a "failure" . . .

iWonder how the world will end, if there is even an ending?

iWonder..

iWonder..

iWonder if there's a chance of feeling loved.



iWonder..

iWonder..

iAm lost in a place where everything is possible,

A place where you can do feel every emotion possible..

iWonder what place this is..

iWonder..

iWonder..

How does it feel not to exist?

iWonder if your even a person..

iWonder..

Get Over Yourself

Its pathetic how you could text a person, just talking shit saying all kinds of b.s. You know who you are!! But not just bull**** but being so immature about things. Let me explain to you all with this person does, and sadly its a guy a immature boy, not a guy or man a boy, who needs to grow some fucking balls. No lie. One, you text me trying to be nice and than you start being a smart ass. Second, you think its funny to just to talk shit and about how I didn't "talk to you" ha, dude like SERIOUSLY I don't like you as a person, your an idiot straight out. The things you need to do are the following:
Grow Up.
Grow Some Balls.
Mature.
Get out of your psycho stage.



And lastly leave me alone for the last fucking time. Your just wasting my time, that I could be doing something useful with that extra time. I'm done.

B.S

I'm getting annoyed like seriously. I've been getting asked lately you dont have a boyfriend or what? And my answer to that is No, I do not. The reason for this is, a lot of guys aren't into serious relationships, and some play those mind games. Egh, and I'm not into that shit. Plus I go on myspace, and I see all this "we're forever" "in love" dude honestly thats bullshit, because than i go on again in the next week, and the two couple that were so "in love" fucking hate each other and shit. This is what I mean by relationships being fake and not real like they should be. And it irriatates the shit out of me because they don't mean those 3 words you can say to a person "I love you", to me they are just saying it to say it, and maybe some don't even know what love is.

something

is missing in my life.
and i can't figure it out.
maybe i know what i want but i just cant have it.
i know you can't always get what you want.
but maybe i need it.
who knows?
alone.
no one.
i need that "one" person.
but than could be anyone, who? :/

Brace Face!

No more.
They are gone.
Nice teeth.
2 years with braces.
"Brace Face"
"Train Tracks"
Long Gone.

Labor Day Weekend

Bad ass, the end <3