"Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, "Where have I gone wrong?" Than a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night."








♥

Pretty Chola Swag..

Yeah we're friends can't you tell, haha
Makes me laugh, did it make you laugh? Ha

I need to get away for a long while. . .

Right?

"Find a friend who won't stab you in the back. Who will help you when you really need it. Find a friend who won't hesitate to run to you and help you. Who won't care what people think of you. Find a friend that chooses not to judge you on your past mistakes. Who will laugh at all the crazy things you do. Find a friend who won't tell other people your secrets. Who, when everybody has given up on you, will stay by your side no matter what. Who will bring you through whatever. Who can make you laugh through your tears. Find a friend who will stick to your side, through thick and thin.. Find a friend who will love you for who you are. True friends are hard to find, but lucky to have."

Do you see what I see?

Uncalled For. . .

You were suppose to be my friend, NOT my mother. I don't know who you think you are coming to me with that bullshit. . I won't apologize.

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

Uhm did your face just fall?

"Someone's been trying to tell me something. Make her yours forever, and I'm working on the forever part."

something for you ♥

Sometime I can ask is our love true,
Or is it the things I do.
For you I’ll do it all,
Even if the things you want are very small.
Sometimes I wonder why my heart starts to hurt,
But then I realized you stomped it in the dirt.
Do I love you I wonder,
Or should my heart be hit by thunder.
I feel this way why,
But then I think of hurting.
I can now say that I love you,
But then again is it the things I do.
The things I do for you are simple,
But they make my heart feel brittle.
I will love and cherish you at all time,
Even when you jump out of line.
If I do everyone can say I loved you.
I promise until this day,
With you is where my love will stay.
I will be the sun in your dark life,
My love is yours and all its wealth.
Three words will always come from my heart.
Now you know the things I’ll do,
So hear me out when I say I love you.

The oddest things catch my eye!

If my love life was a love song, everything would be perfect. And it's not, still working on how to make it better, ups and downs always happen. But I am happy, and that's what counts right?

♥youhdc.

Feed me some more bullshit, I'm ready this time.

Swallow it WHOLE..

Time has ran out to go back.

I can honestly say that in the past 2 years I had so many obstacles in my life. So many people in and out of my life, some forever and I will never see again. I have learned so much in so little time, I grew up when I was meant to stay a kid, now it's too late to go back to when you wish you were still 5 and your dad would hold your hand or kiss you good night to sleep. I've learned to know what I want and need in my life. Right now I am still young, and I have no idea what I am doing. Something is holding me back I won't admit to myself to what it is. I am strong for the kind of girl that I am today, I know who I am, yet you might not. I taught myself to deal with the obstacles in my life and try to move forward from them, but their is just bump that I yet still can't get over, I want to be myself again, the girl everyone called Moe..

We stood beside the daffodils
the evening sun shone o'er the bay,
we saw the river from the hills
the hours gently passed away.
I was your girl, you were my boy
in days when life was full of joy.

And even now, I reminisce
still see the sunset o'er the bay
and feel the magic of your kiss
the years withering away!
I'm still your girl, you're my boy,
dreams of you are dreams of joy.

I love this type of weather, just rain already dammit!

5... ♥

it don't matter though (Oh)
Cause someone's bound to hear my cry (Oh Oh Oh Oh)
Speak out if you do (Oh)
You're not easy to find. (Oh)

In this world full of hurt and pain,
I need someone who would help me through the rain.
To comfort me when Im sad,
Doing everything just to make me glad.

In this world I need a Brave Knight,
Who would never give up any fight.
A knight who would dry away my tears,
Telling me to overcome my fears.

A knight who loves me for who I am inside,
With him there's nothing more I need to hide.
A person who will still be standing strong,
Eventhough everything has gone wrong.

I need someone who is willing to give me more,
Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.






Note:
I already have him, ♥

We all grow old,

that's gonna be me and my bestfriend.

We are the type that have our ups and downs, but at the end of the day we know how to fix that one thing that went wrong. Babe I love you, 5 tomorrow ♥

From The Heart

I remember we had a conversation saying we'd never get tired of someone, than you asked me what if you get tired of me? My response was: "When you get tired of the person your with maybe your not suppose to be with them." And today you said the words of getting tired of all this, and that showed me, maybe we aren't meant to be together. As I type this tears fall down my cheeks because I promised myself never would I put myself through this again, and I broke my promise. :'(

I awake each day with a smile
And greet it with a laugh;
The world is a treasure to me
Because of you.

Every time I think of something sad,
I replace the thought- with you!
My mind is instantly changed
And my heart is filled with gladness.

Every breath I take is meant for you,
I live this life surrounded in joy
And I bathe in the promise of your love,
My soul belongs to you.

Each time I see something beautiful
I want to take it and bring it to you;
My life has so much meaning now
All because of you.

Out of the ordinary, I would like to see you wear something like this.

"Our love is like the wind, I can't see it but I can feel it" ♥

Oops ♥

Attention Bloggers!

If your gonna have a blog make it your OWN! Like stop copying my out line of my fucking damn blog, cause then I have to change it because of YOU people! And your post you can make them your own! Damn it's annoying, this isn't myspace people!
-Moe

Advice people never tend to listen to

Don't follow what people tell you, do what you want to do. Either if it's the right or wrong thing. It bothers the shit out of me when I see people trying to fit in with a certain group of people, it's like "if you belong you belong" and if you don't stop trying now, instead of making a fool out of yourself. Have a mind of your own, and not feed off of what people tell you. Be your own person, and if your reading this and your one of these people take my advice, maybe you'll find a group of people just like you.

Don't you hate the feeling of not having anybody by you, when you need them most?

♥

He has such a beautiful voice!

Stop pretending to be someone your not, and be the person you are.

Dear Dad,
I wish you could sit down and take to me, I wish that you would go out to see me cheer. I wish you would invite me places to go with you like when I was little. I miss when you would tickle me to sleep, or give me a kiss on my forehead. I'm still here dad, but why aren't you here for me like I am for you?

How high do you wish to float?

I just took a different path....

This time of year reminds me of last summer, one of the most craziest summers of my life! Made great new friends, and made a best friend. Now its here again, just different year. And I'm leaving out of town, Cali here I come. Friends were lost, and gained a few. Now separating from a close friend, surely but slowly, sad but it happens. One different thing, I'm not that wild child I use to be..

Something I just will never adjust to: Is trusting you, or anyone.