Stop Pretending

To bad no body will ever stop.

And if you face erased, then what?

Slow Jams

I am fucking going to that shit! Fucking sounds ghetto as shit, but fuck it, I love slow jams, Jagged Edge, Pretty Ricky, Pretty Willie, Pleasure P, Joe, Avant! Man o man I love them! And I am going! said, and done! February 28th!

Finally I am doing something right. Went from the biggest fuck up on the planet, to actually doing better, and improving. My grades are where they need to be and will stay that way. Staying out of trouble, knowing what I am doing, before I just go and do it. I am proud of myself, because for one I know I can do it, its just that laziness that takes over. For those who taught I wouldn't do it, FUCK YOU. and I am finish now.

AIM anyone?

moeisher@aim.com

Once there, now here, then.

It has no ending, its official.

SAINTS! LEGGOOO!

Hati the poorest country in the world!

Reggie Bush.... Beautiful

"I seen you one day and thought nothing,
Became friends that I thought would stay that way for long,
Exchanged numbers bonds became closer,
The person I could tell possibly everything and anything,
You know me so well,
You and I became into an us"

Its like a microscope..

Myspace Friends

Yes, I deleted my fucking myspace. Shit is so lame, like I go on and just do nothing, I find it boring now, everytime I just delete people, and its just pointless. Wanna communicate with me, text me, tweet me - Moe

Lagger

I have been lagging on having a new post on my blog,
My apologies, been trying to catch up where I have fucked up,
Now I am ready to start again.

Robert Frost

"Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice,
From what I've tasted with desire,
I hold with those who favor fire,
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate,
To say that for destruction of ice,
Is also great,
and would be suffice."

I spy.....

I only hold that power....

To Change.

Forever is just a term, do you believe in it? I sure don't. I hear Lies.

"Was once the weakest person, now the strongest person,
I have no feeling whats so ever, as if I were a robot,
I have mean thoughts,
Never thought so many things could change a person forever,
Nothing is a fairy tale, shit is just lies, its pretend,
You want something real, go jump off a cliff and feel the rush,
My heart always pumping, ready to go, ready to destroy another,
I am powerful you don't see it, but you can feel it,
I am not sorry, and never will I say the words,
I am sorry" - Monique

Its just a refelection, look in a puddle and you'll see it

Greatest thing Ive done so far.

You couldn't accept the fact that I was being myself, I'm sorry. I am not changing the person I am for anyone. Everything is now just a memory in my mind, nothing else just a memory. I am not asking for anything, nor a favor. Now knowing it isn't worth my time, but knowing its better this way. I didn't want this but a few days of having my head in right made me realize I am not missing out anything in life and they way I am now is just fine. No sorrys. No thank yous. Thats it. I'm finished here. It was nice knowing you.

"Let it be forgotten, as a flower is forgotten,
Forgotten as a fire that once was a singing gold,
Let it be forgotten for ever and ever,
Time is a kind friend, he will make us old,

If any one asks, say it was forgotten,
Long and long ago,
As a flower, as a fire, and a hushed football,
In a long forgotten snow,
We will all be forgotten."

Passing BITCH!

It's Only started my dear "friends"

"You have created this monster, and I am not going anywhere,
People having to doubt me every second of the day, disappointment in their eyes,
I can see right threw all those who call themselves my friend,
Its sad to say I don't really have any true friends, like I thought I did,
As I fail you laugh in my face as I turn my back,
In that split second you are no longer a friend but a fake,
One day you'll be making my hamburgers as I drive thru at BK"

Eveything has its ending, my last words "Goodbye"

This Is How I see It

I did it again!

I have wasted my time once more another thing to be disappointed about! Never again am I going to do this to myself. Every fucking time when I am happy something has to come up and fuck everything up! I am a very emotion person not just because I'm a girl because I usually just hold in my feelings. But for some odd reason I just cant anymore. I just have this anger built inside of me and just pain and its all flowing out of me! I don't even know what to say.

Such a beautiful person can be the ugliest person!

I realize I can write my feelings down, better then I can show them to you,
At points I know you feel as I don't care, or if I give you a cold shoulder,
But when its you and I...
For some odd reason its so hard for me to open up, and express and show how I feel,
Butterflies tend to start before I see you, the palms of my hands get sweaty,
I take a deep breath as like if I have to tell you something important,
And that's when I freeze, help me out at times,
Why, because I never know how you feel, so that makes me scared to show you how I feel,
Things have been developing between you and I, now it's time to show it to everyone,
Like you said "I dont care" and neither do I..

Since 7th Grade......

then

now :)

Shakin' It For Daddy

Me and Ashh's Viddddd. Ha

Hello 2010, Goodbye 2009!

This past year was a hell of a year. Being in situations I didn't know my way
out of. Doing this I never knew could be a consequence. Meeting people I never
thought I could call a friend or my best friend. I wouldn't want to go back and do the same shit I've done. Some was fun, but not everything was fun and games, I did manage to have my fuck ups in the year,
I never thought me and my family could ever fight as much as we did in the past year. There are some things I will forget and forgive, but for now it's not everything. I am thankful for the friends that I do have and care,
and family who's just been there with me this whole time, I was just to blind to see it. I am sorry and I know I can make up for it,
I am sorry for the people hurt, this is a story that has only been started and I'm the writer, let's see where I end up.
Overall great year, I love all those important to me and thank you for being there.
Ps. Happy New Year

For the New year

Dear Friend,

No matter if it is a new year, I will not forget or forgive you for a thing you did to me.
I am starting this new year fresh, starting over, meaning I forgotten who you are, In my book you are a nobody, and I'm sorry. I don't take back a thing I've said about you, why, because it's the honest truth, You were a good friend at first, now your just a piece of shit like everyone else (not everyone) but, I am glad I saw figured it out before you can say you fucked me over,
Because right now at this point, I won.