The night before..

So its the night before Halloween, and at this moment I am at school. In the most boring class in the planet! Seriously! What are you going to be for Halloween? Yes this is the month when girls can dress as "sluts" but why label them? Maybe they aren't and just dressing as one, I really dont care. Ha. Halloween night should be crazy, I'm hoping it goes as planned. so many parties, so many cops, so many drinks, and so many drunks..

When I close my eyes I see you,
In my dreams your there,
When I wake up you pop in my head,
I wonder what if your not real,
Or if this is even real,
Could this be,
Can you be gone,
I have random thoughts of you,
they come they go,
Are you here to stay,
Be gone..

I was remembering my summer the other day with Ash' All the fun drunk times I had, all the new people I met, I became great friends with the best two girls ever Leti & Ash, Thinking about it makes me sad, Because I had such great time in the summer, getting in trouble, going out every single weekend, getting high ( phase ) Since then I have changed not as in my ways but as a person, Even though sometimes I miss it, I wouldn't changed what I did for anything, Those will always be memories..

R.I.P

Today I had a lost in my family,
He was my grandpa,
Rudy Gonzales,
I get out of school happy everything is going just fine,
I get in the car, and when I hear the words "Grandpa Rudy Died!"
I flipped the fuck out, tears were running down my face like no other,
I couldn't stop,
My heart felt as if someone had just ripped it out,
Wow! Realizing how fast someone can just go,
Be gone, and never be heard from again,
Just the memories of them is left,
I will miss my grandpa, I love him,
R.I.P Grandpa Rudy.

SS and Ths Game

Wow was this game mega super boring,
I'm serious,
No like dead fucking serious,
So boring,
I got to see a few friends I haven't seen in a while Clos and Christian,
Blah Blah Blah,
My legs were seriously hurting so bad, I just wanted to sit on
The damn floor,
Plus I was hungry the whole time we were there,
Oh and did I mention Ths LOST! Ugh gay,
Whatever, bye..

Abstract Art, is amazing in every way. Being able to fit so much in a painting, also being able to have a meaning for almost every thing. Having to think about what you see, and what it could possible mean to you. What do you see in this picture?

You Stand Alone

All alone,
No one to lean back on,
No one to help you get up,
As you think there's someone there for you,
You look back,
No one,
You fall,
Trying to reach the top you can't,
Your alone,
You wish for someone to pick you up,
You need that motivation,
Yet still no one,
Glancing left to right,
No one,
No you realize,
You ARE alone.

thinking long and hard,
never having the right thought,
thinking 'how the fuck did i come into this world',
thinking knowing you are the worst,
that possibly you are no one special,
people look at you in foul ways,
you stare,
you wonder,
do you dream?
maybe one day they'll be the ones to serve you,
cruelty is what you give to them,
now they parish,
you wake up,
it was just a dream.

---- Monique

Accessories

I've noticed almost every girl when they are little and while they are growing up, they all want to be a model. And in this case I'm using Victoria Secret as an example. Yet you probably don't know, but a model to me is like the accessory no matter how beautiful they are. They just wear what they have to wear, and the end. That to me is it. Yes they get beautified but have you ever wondered how they look out of this look? I did and do.

before of saying goodbye,
you look back once more,
to see a face you will never see again,
the moments you've shared,
are long gone behind you,
you look and just smile,
remembering what you had,
thinking one day you'll find another,
sadly there are only one of every single one of us,
you may be close one day,
but never satisfied,
now you realize,
you never got to say you loved her,
goodbye.

LMFAO!

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha! My favorite part is when the little Chinese dude gets squished by the big pole! LMAO

Imagine trying to ride this.

One day,
The next day,
I'm with you,
Serious or games?

Do you feel the same?
I hear things,
Left and right?
Facts or lies.

I don't know,
Either true or false,
I'm sincere and your blank,
I stare,
I think,

Wondering,
Whats going on?
Whats going to happen next,
We will see.

Unsure

Have you ever felt as if something was missing? As if you needed something else in your life for you to be happy. Your not fully satisfied with you life, but its okay. Hoping everyday that goes by you'll find out what it is that your missing? Or you there's something you want, but you know you won't ever have. Thinking your the one who needs to most help, no one pays you any attention. Now your searching. And you fail..

Funniest Day

Today could have been anymore funnier, since I got to school
this morning, looking for Ash,
her leaving me with Alec,
than us walking by holding hands,
All I can hear is her and leti laughing,
people staring all crazy, ( im the new girl ]
Me and ash just start running from a monitor,
like idiots that we are,
Ashley starts rapping,
Than before you know it we can't stop laughing,
She falls, I almost pee,
I talk about my wolf pack hahaha,
She laughs more,
We tell Leti more of our story as we do so,
Ashley blows a baba bubble! LMAO!
I cant stop laughing,
We run,
We talk whale.
The end.

Never Ending Hallways

My first day at Ths was yesterday, it was pretty cool. Even though I did not go to one class, but for like 5 minutes haha, which was 1st and 3rd period. The only reason I did is because, Ashley pushed me into my 1st and Alec walked me into my 3rd. Assholes. Ha over all I like it so far. I have no lunches with Ashh' but its okay I'll live. Blahhhh. But doesn't this picture look the hallways NEVER end, to me they do. Plus I go lost like 20 million timessss!

Ipod Coffee Table;
It looks like an over size ipod.

Deep inside you cry for help,
you yell,
you scream,
you are NOT heard,

your voice is just like the others in the crowd,
you are the smallest thing ever to be known,
they don't know who or what you are,
a possible n o b o d y,

i wonder if you feel good inside,
do you feel pain,
have you felt love,
can you hate,
why haven't you been noticed?

all you can do is cry for help,
to be heard,
but you will never be heard..

-Moee

I wish sometimes I could be left alone,

Just hearing my own thoughts,

No ones opinions,

Just mine,
Its hard for me to explain,
It makes me go crazy,
Not being able to explain my feelings,
Without having someone think bad of me,
I never intended of hurting someone,
Nor even being in the position,
Am I ready?
I don't think I am,
Please understand.
-Moe

Taken by: Me